LIfe is not as good as before. I always feel i am stucked in this situation where it will not change. Having a peaceful life is actually not given; family actually can powerfully hurt you and the worst, you feel that you can’t do much to change it.
I have been feeling really depressed lately, I saw myself heading nowhere; hopeless.
I am commit it to get out of the current situation.
time seems to pass too fast.
lately it has been a bit of emotional turmoil that doesnt worth to mention here.
I learn a lot about my character, i dont get to know myself very much actually.
o well, job hunting goes on.
the good new : siumai is back. I consider as a miracle because he was away for 5 days.
my boyfriend house stinks like hell, i couldnt bare to not buy a febreeze candle. it was a bit expensive so i laissez faire again.
I need to commit on dieting and do a menage de room.
still havent get any mood to start.
O send me some energy please.
Our cat siumai is been missing for 10 hours now.
My boyfriend is very upset at his sister, she opened all the door in the house including the garage one, which make the cat run away. She came to his house just to pick the left over of some old stuff and voila, make the cat disappear. I really dislike her.
I don’t know what to say, since saying bad stuff about his sister doesn’t really help the situation but adds oil to the fire. Let’s hope that siumai will come home.
but really why the heck would she do that. Such stupid woman.
I hate her son and her dog. Sit merde.
I really feel bad for my boyfriend, he can’t do much except being pissed at her incompetent sister.
She constanly makes mistakes causing pain to others.
Anyway, let’s hope siumai recognize his house and come home.
箸は舐めるのはよくありません。
ある箸で取った食べ物を別の箸ではいけません。
お箸で食べ物をさしではいけません。
お箸でいろいろお皿の食べ物をつついではいけません。
お箸でお皿置きはいけません。
お皿に米を残してはいけません。
食事の席で、一番年下の家族食べましょう、と言う方がいいです。
quand je peux fait des phrases complètes?
it seems like there is no pause whenever i am reading in Japanese.
WE have this famous story called 夢十夜，
trying to practice a bit.
hehe.
maybe one day i would read fluently.
well, this one was pure coincidence.
as i was tired of the job search engine, i just googled in graphic web design, a random post showed up, which meets my criteria, so i applied.
This afternnoon, they called me in for an interview.
I’m excited because i totally met their criteria.
see how it goes.
side note: i finish my cucumber tonique.
very refreshing la, but a bit $$$
OLA IT’S 2011.
time passes extremely fast.
Oh my interview went very well, at least i felt. for further note: i forgot the company name but they deal with real estate ad. if i got the job i would work for 3 days a week. 9 to 5 which suits my needs! it’s (DTZ Barnicke after a few research)
I would like to travel a bit this summer. Gotta save.
- books giveaway
- get in touch with cousin
- start moving your flash portfo to joomla
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i dont understand why is so hard to giveaway my books.
2011 is soon.
The best is yet to come.
wednesday starts with a not so sweet Ovatine
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later that day i decided to purchase the cover girl masgara.
then at night i finally decided to purchase a japanese dictionary in my ipad 17$ us 
cry
o well, being freakin tired finding the pronounciation of kanji by typing them in pinyin and combine with hours of test and trial.
so i give it a try la this time.
大辞泉
（だいじせん）
the verdict: very good!!!! do what it says and give out guessing word. with the input zone was bigger but it is sth i’m looking for for years.
O well, my teacher went crazy gave us full non-comprehensive extrait of novel to read.
i have 4 pages of vocab filled with N2-ish kanji i assume.
This saturady i will tackle the listen part after school.
This conclude my semi dry wednesday la.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
been very negative toward my freaking life.
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mainly because of lack of money
my Left brain and right brain conversation
L : once you get out of your job, you have the obligation to pay rent to your parents.
R: o well, what can you do?
L: work more.
R: o well~ it becomes a vicious cycle. I keep hating this non-motivating routine-like week.
L: o well~ the fact is what’s next in life.
R: it seems nothing can excites me anymore. due to my freaking nonchalant mood.
L: o well. maybe you should gamble.
R: where i could find the money?
L: o~ well, i think i just gonna sleep.
R: dont forget to wake up early study japanese.
L: fuck those semi chinese hiragana japanese word
R: you are right!
L: i am still debating whether i should fly off to Toronto or drive there
R: ….
LR: feel better after writing them down.
