unbelievably fast

the past few days actually from last wednesday on. i have been working  nonestop in my powerbook for action script and flash. This is mainly for my CArt and Dart project which are due for tonight and next tuesday. i’m so happy that my last cart course it’s over. Happy from the bottom of my heart. Maybe i have a kind of hatred to toward this prof or just i hate myself not doing satisfatible work so he can critizise me. The point is i still don’t know what he wants from us. The meaning is kinda lost in some sense. I mostly will get a B- or B for this project. which i am not’ personnally satisfied. Anyhow, the course is over, i just have to put stuff online.

 but really~!

i should say that i love and hate this cart 251 course cuz it points me to one point that i have explore about more web in site just as the title of the course suggests. I understand that i didn’t fully experience it. i want to leave a word here for this class because later on when i read it i will know that i haven losing a lot of time doing nothing and rushing foor the last minute and gets crappy result.

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well time will tell as Utada Hikaru old songs suggest.

sunday is the big day for me. Please put easy question god!

thank you!

hayai, honto hayai desu

next sunday is JLPT already. i have done all my best done my best. I really did gave myself pressure this time, maybe because i know i can retake the exam.i know learning a new language is really hard at my age, therefore i didn’t really force myself to read and do the extra study beside attending kimihiro lesson, do homework and watch japanese drama. but alreay, i think i took a big leap from last  year. sem1 of my second university life is almost over. 2 weeks more. i’m scared!~i have put all my effort to built up website and learning actions script and flash. The result looks great when i look at it, but sometime the more i look at it, it seem i can fix it or improve it further. just that i’m limited by the time to do another project.i’m going back to sbux and work for 3 weeks. get some cash in my account.god, the number is going down each week as i’m spending for art tool and other supply. freakin omerre deserre  that sell everything so expansive.  I so want to go back china or japan to get some nice stuff for muji or just a normal store. I miss MUJI. now, i have to search for nice japanese song for the bg music.//by the way, i love the new os leopard. so fancy.i want to get a imac as well. so greedy i am. wait till aapl skyrocket to 210, i’ll certainly think of it.today it’s such relax day. went to gym swim for a while, than go back to school to see Santo for action script question then took my last japanese course and lastly head to the library.  O wow, it looks pretty awesome things that i have done today, and still i’m so awaked in my bed reading blogs.  tomorrow plan:-draw pepper-start santo project-continue cart project. good! 

面對學習日文的困難

it’s actually hard to express what you mean in a foreign language. As such, i’m facing this problem in japanese.As i was studying Japanese this week, i figure i have some many difficulty guessing the right spelling of every words that i know already how to pronounce.By watching HERO, i jotted down what they say and do kind of like a dictation.The good thing is  i know a lot of kanji and understand 3/5 of the meaning.I hate subtitled in english cuz it’s just add another analyzing process in my head. Now i have to study the conditional form in verbs. XXXXreba.i hate myself when i plan to wake up early study for japanese then do action script. but looks like i don’t have many time to practice ac anymore…….doshio?