laisse moi la paix…s.v.p

GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!

 

I need to stay strong.

But I’m not.

Dad just yelled @ mi. he asked mi if I broke up with him or not. I answered no.

Then he got a huge reaction.

“Mom has a breakdown because you did this and that.

I wouldn’t let you sell my stock blablbalbla. “

 

It’s all because of mi.

Then I ran into my room listen to my ipod.

 

I guess it’s not a way to face the problem.

But I just can’t do anything more except escaping.

 

Home is not home anymore.

They give mi shit everyday.

Can they be more understandable?

 

I want to live alone or leave Montreal once I graduate.

Even now, I don’t’ want to stay @ home anymore.

 

 

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快樂不快樂

recently there are lot of up and down in my life. mom and dad are giving mi pressure EVERY SINGLE day. sometime i wish i can cry it out loud and forget about it. but the same thing would happen again the next day and i’m afraid i have no more tear to shed. let’s hope time will cure everything.—- sometime i feel very weak when it comes to debating certain issue. just because i think silent rules. that’s naive to say. but i was raised like that. the Confucius way. lately  i have been sleeping like 4-5 hours a day.  the quality of sommeil went so bad that i forget the joy of being in  a coma.well, it pays off cuz i get to do more works in the morning. it’s actually more efficient and distracting when i do my homework @ that time. and most important thing,  it shows that my strength  resides in my design works. —i’m fed up of caring other ppl’s feeling.i’m fed up of  lies and betrayal.     

o yeah!

finally put a period for project 3 in dart392 class. i hated it doing poster.miss the i-touch delivery today.but tmr, i’m gonna get it @ fed ex. — fetes des lumieres pic has been uploaded to my computer but not to internet. you can see this one for the moment la.  

my pain killer – youtube

mom pisses mi off every night. tonight, i was very down and bad mood. plus hearing mr.wong is upset too doesn’t make any better. i guess the only way i can complain it’s to say it out or 發泄. so my way is through singing.i find some that i love to sing in karaoke and just sing it out loud.it actually works. i’m happier now.surprisingly, i find out a very creative band in hk called 農夫. they sing rap mostly, the mv are original and funny. i love those kinda creativity.check it out:  

信任

i just don’t understand some people. why they are so fake. and pretend to act such as way so people would believe him/her.to an certain extent, i find these people pitiful.but like i says, we are surrounded by these kinda people every days.

-–

{trust} 

—

just accept the fact 

猫が好きです

went to andre’s house yesterday. love his two lovely cats.one is called wasabi and the other one is called sashimi. i brought 3 blocks of philadelphia cheese. andre baked for us/mi. hahah. can’t believe i ate so much cheese cake these days.here are some pic: 

 

選択

最近は日本語勉強ことはふれじゃない。本当にだいたいな！でも、今日は、宿題を終わります。新し動詞と文法を勉強します。  

• 例えば：
  。。。しか東京にしかいきませんでした。
  。。。でしょうチャンさんは漢字が読めでしょう。
  。。。とか。。。とか辞書とか貴重な本とか。

　　　　　　

今週は春休みです。学校はいきません。

 火曜日は働きました。夕べは、友達のうちにいきました。料理お作りました。楽しがっかたです！

月曜日はおぐきました 。

 

ニュッヨックにいくできないけど、いろいろな活動 がしましょうが。

 

今日は、FOOL’S GOLD映画みました。 全然悪いですこれ映画がおもいます。

先週は、casinoにいきました。

 ここに、巨パイナップルあるけど、 写真をとりました。

写真とることを禁じるだから、私は本当に運がいいですた。

 

私達のバレンタイン

 

私達はありふれたバレンタインをしました。彼は私にチーズケーキおくれました。

♥本当に美味しかったです。父と母は彼をすきじゃないので、«彼は私に何もくれないかもしれない»と思いました。

でも、彼は私に二枚カード をくれました。このカードを読んで感動 して泣きました。

それから、私達は特別なバレンタインをしました。あなたの バレンタインどうでしたか？

私の友達

i like title that doesn’t link to the content of the blog.the photography course was pretty crappy in a sense that the teacher is not very structured and kinda jump into here and there. We finished 30 min early and we started like 15 min late. I thought i was going to be late. I guess that’s how 白人 are. went to help out @ work. somebody didnt’ show up. then went swimming @ y for 1/2 hour. i hated it when people get into my lane and thinks they are faster than mi. indeed they were. hahah, but i mean if they are so fast why they didn’t go to the fast lane. ESTI!

i have reason to practice more my 自由泳 to beat the people ass out. 

快過我，他媽的!