new in life

met a new friend. she is very interesting. i always thought i’m the kind who is more special than anybody but until i met this girl. She totally changes my vision. We are both 25. She is very up front and talkative. i bought a self-learn  book yesterday. i bought a new laptop bag last week. It was pretty expensive but i can carry it with my shoulder and surprisingly it’s not as heavy as i thought. so the $80 wasn’t in vain.gotta finish my type exercise.took more than 10 hours to finish 5 letters my god!why i am so slow…..:( 

lunch @ Sakura

i love 日本料理.i’m not a fan of sushi but like other stuff rice, ramen, soba…friday, went to sakura have lunch.i had oyakudon, the portion wasn’t enough. i love their hand made porcelain sauce saucer.he had a bento, which i’m sure wasn’t enough for him.hahahanevertheless, we had good time. * found my key! little anecdote of the day.  

roller coaster ride

focus my attention back to school.3 weeks left. Hope my emotional state like x=1. Other than that, i start to draw, turn out out that people think i wasn’t good before but suddenly put so many effort. it’s like a shock for them. don’t like that but whatever. i know i can do better. don’t care what other people says. still procrastinate for my japanese homework. decided to cancel today’s lesson.

痩せる

been eating like a pig last few days. 

the pizza i had in anton and james was good.

yesterday’s cabane a sure was so so. it was too cold, we didn’t get the chance to go climbing the mountain.

nonethless, had fun @ florence house playing monopoly and wii.

i ate a lot at dinner.

no matter how often i go to the gym, i eat more. it’s like a positive postive relationship.

no wonder i didn’t really lose weight.

SO I DECIDED TO TRY CINDY’S diet.

hopefully it would work. i just have to control my mind.

yesterday, andre said “je mange mes emotions” that’s true. i am no so happy these days thats why i put effort in food.

florence showed me her wedding album. OH my god can’t believe my face was that round last year.

really have to stop eating crap and get in shape for summer.

 

Anton & James

買urban style 的coffee shop。個買點很misleading. 點define urban style 呢？我覺得他的價錢 很urban lo!毛他既，located 系正crescent. 人流有返甘上下。pricing 方面一定要特別D。

 serivce wise, 我覺得D staff 過得去啦。 比起sbux 的話， 就差小小啦。3 people spoke to mi during my stay. i was looking for napkin, one staff saw mi lookin around he asked mi what i was lookin for and get it for mi downstair.i guess that’s what we called 5 stars legendary service in sbux. hahha.i was sitting in the far corner beside their stockroom. they had to stock something in the back, so the staff asks mi to change seat because he is afraid to bother mi. Which is acceptable.i order my favorite bagel (which is tuna, tomato and cheese) the guy who made my sandwich  asked mi if i would like something “vermicelle”. i refused the suggestion, but i thank him.

 food: 我試過他們的urbain sandwich au dinde. 我吾系三文治的粉絲， 但本人很喜歡把水果當成part of  ingredient list. すし是，dessert 是，家裡的送也是。所以他們把梨子放進sandwich 裡就好像變了element of surprise for mi.  design: 看到個owner很落本。 由business card 到裝修都很up trend. 用了orange 同 dark grey 的contrast。 讓人覺很contemporary.  裡面分成two stories. 上面是table and food preparation room. manger ici 既話他們會把食物送上給人客。 

 i don’t really like the location of the plug in the bar table near the window and the narrow spot where i was sitting. it creates inconvenient to customer and the staff. I hear twice loud door banging sound during my stay, which is quite disturbing. 

but overall, i  did enjoy my breakfast.

food: 4/5

design:4,5/5 

service: 3,8/5

others: offer internet service

surprises:  nice packaging of bottle of water + tea infusing method   

overall: 4 stars over 5 

    

 

    

catching up

had an emotional turmoil last week. can’t concentrate doing school work,  procrastinated a lot… NOW, I’M A THE MODE OF CATCHING UP EVERYTHING. my typo teacher once again gave mi motivation. because everytime i send her email, she’ll send something nice back. i feel great! friends that i dont’ hang out usually helps mi a lot this time.thank you isabelle, andre, eeyad spent time writting and talking to mi.i feel grateful that i have friend that do care for mi and willing to share their experience.I need to be STRONGER!!!!  

depression still goes on

I may look happy when i’m outside with people.in fact, i’m totally depressed when i’m alone.thinking about my mistake, error and other bad stuff i have done lately.this feeling is overpowering my life now.i’m afraid one day i’m gonna hit a breakdown and do something stupid.i hate myself and i hate being treated like that by my parents because they don’t understand me and i’m too selfish thinking about myself at first.i don’t know , really don’t know.tears are dropping one by one  while i’m typing each letter. i guess it’s okay to shed tears.it’s okay to release your emotion.it’s okay to feel downward…..i’m stuck in a position that i want my life to be that way but because my culture and traditional belief pull me back to do so. family is indeed important, but when it gets to the point that it intervenes in your thinking, friends and studies, you will feel a lack of freedom and respect from the people who you love the most. 

connect the dots

je sais pas c cause de mon period ou manque de sommeil. ma face a pousse trois gros boutons.  la stresse aussi je pense. mais en tout cas, je prie qu’ils partentent bientot.  i think the pic are not clear, but they are located under my  nose. like really 3 big dots.  

gallery DHC

went to a contemporary gallery @ the old port. the work was weird like usual.then got the chance to development my picture @ dafo d’eclair. and brainstorm a bit @ presse cafe. then now i’m back @ school working @ my dart 331 documentation. 

snow white

i was so excited to go to skating on saturday.the weather deceived mi once again.it didn’t stop snowing.so i spend the day eating with daniel, neville, melissa and isabelle.shabushabu @ hana no yama -> dessert @ unknown place -> souper @ kamfung -> bubble tea @ magic