愛是…

just finished watching a sad drama entitled “世界の中心で、愛をさけぶ”.

i didn’t cry because i know it’s a movie. 

the female protagonist dies of 白血病, but she was strong. 

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recently i have been a very good girl. sleep early wake up early

go to the gym run for 30 minutes. 

dont’ have to work, do whatever i want. 

it’s very ironic because i feel stressful because of full time summer school, of all the fees i have to pay, and the rush of getting a new part-time job. 

i woke up this morning and i had this feeling: ” WHAT IF…”, ” I can’t do it” 

i just want to prove myself i can do it!

have an interview on wednesday and i haven’t prepared it. 

maybe that’s where the stress come from

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wish you all the best, you can do it!!!

假期正式開始

太多想做既。

但守先，今天要完成以下既個任務：

1。 finish letter of intent

2。 do japanese hw

3。finish juju bcard

4。get all the crap all of my locker

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大至甘多

 

friends already organized some party over the weekend. one is cindy birthday on saturday and the sunday was zymba bbq’s party. 

 

I will maximize this week’s time because it’s my only week off before summer school starts. 

 

study again!

yes, it’s japanese lesson time. 

today from 12 to 2.

ganbatte michelle wu!

 

done done done!!!

haha. i pronounce to everybody: I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH YEAR 2 OF UNIVERSITY. 

if you don’t count my summer semester of course. 

I was drawing this afternoon. 

i’m happy cuz 3/4 class  finishes with proud. 

therefore i predict that i’m gonna get:

dart 392: B+ to A-

dart 331: A-

draw 200: B- to B

cart 252: B- 

considering year 2, everything is harder i did put more effort though, especially on the type class. 

nonthless, it’s all done. and now i have to prepare for portfolio because i plan to get more interview for summer. 

wish list: 

- i mac

- dot com

- get a higher paid job

la merde de changement

dont’ really know what the title means but it just feels like this way.- la merde de changement imbecile…n i can go on and on. 

ever since serge left the store, the workplace is never the same anymore. 

i got used to the old system i guess. nonthless, i just feel that i have to work harder in my part time job which i normal don’t. Feel like quitting stabucks again. 

 

thanks to serge who didn’t really send my raison de depart to the head office, i kept the job. 

but i think it’s time to change a new environment. 

have to redo my cv and everything. is it too late?

no….nothing is toolate!

 

 

wisdom of patience

i don’t like to wait. 

i guess i cannot push people to meet my standart. that’s very selfish of mi. 

but in life, whenever  i see people and things that i don’t like, i would hold my anger, (that’s usually what i would do 2 years ago) however, i tend to explode what true feeling. It’s hard to keep my mouth shut anymore. I think Asians are so intimating by failure and criticism. 

That being said, the other day, i was really proud of myself. Listen to this. haha, Neville, one of my co-worker/indian friend. who is super annoying all the time at work. So, that day, i think he is having his period,Neville exercises his annoying power. I was in a bad mood too. I was bad i told him: GO BACK TO INDIA!~!!!!! YOU ARE SO ANNOYING LIKE MY MOM. 

i was rude i know. and i did apologize. but the think i don’t understand why he shout at mi like my dad did. In one moment, i wanted to cry, but i don’t know how i hold it in. because his stupid loud voice overpowered my mind. It felt just like the day my dad yelled at mi and i felt helpless. ,but i guess because i had reason to tell him to go back to india. so i yell back. TA GUEULE, POUR QUI TU PRENDS pour crier comme ca apres moi. 

afterall, i suck in english when it comes to arguing. or maybe if he could understand chinese, i would yell at him in chinese. maybe not. hahah. but it was a good experience to shout your stress and everything. feel like you just lost so many pounds afterward. 

well, that’s the story. 

 

 

2 down 2 more

i start to get used to my weekend 

i relax chill and go out with friends more often. 

then i can generate my energy and effort toward my school work in week days. 

i Love how these routine days go

my last dart392 project was finished successfully. 

I actually learned i-movie by myself n i’m very happy about it.

but best of all i learn soundtrack pro by myself too!

unfortunately, final cut pro was too hard to get it at first. even though i have the training dvd.

nonthless, the result met my expectations. 

great job michelle wu!

 

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looking forward for ny

looking forward for the end of semester

looking forward for to begin summer courses

looking forward to build my own website and finished the unfinished project.

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greedy me indeed 

 

la stresse

one down three more to go. 

i’m very proud of myself putting all the effort these days creating typeface. 

i name my typeface LoveSerif2.

then tmr, gonna stay all day to edit my video…rather put the video together. hopefully it’s gonna work. 

 

stupid jmsb kids

i hate it when people compete with me, because i can go crazy about it. 

i like my faculty building to be peaceful. 

i don’t mind sharing the study area with you, but please keep the level of noise down. 

this afternoon when i was in 11 floor in the engineering and visual art building, concentrating on my typography project…. i share the room with business kids. they were doing discussion about last project and shits like usual. i like listening to their conversation and think that how hard it is in business than in design.  Some of their discussion are interesting like the one today, they talked about how to price some stock. those business kids usually think they are @ in  conference room. I am listening to my i-touch so i dont’ bother to tell them shut the fuck up. but guess what, later on theres another troup of marketing student came in, didnt’ bother to ask if they can sit beside me, take off my bag and took my chair. i appreciate their kindness by putting my cellphone on speaker mode because i was making a call they put me on wait. 

…that was my afternoon. 

i’m going now to get something to eat. 

i’m starving now:(