i-mac wanted

lengleng is staying overnight at the store, so in the meantime i have no computer in my room therefore i have hard to time to sleep.

went to check for the price of i-mac. the 24 inch, 3.0Ghz intel duo core 2 + nvidia graphic card. ahhh~$2600. very tempted very tempted hahahha.

i’m gonna see what happen to lengleng first then i’ll make my decision.

lengleng is sick

a day without computer is indeed hard to describe.

you can’t really do anything except reading, thinking and finding stuff to kill time …

yes, i finally settled down listening to some japanese lesson last night when 20+ attempts of restart is done. i know it’s gonna cost a fortune getting lengleng to repair.

but i need that computer so much.

i was thinking to buy an i-mac. just think. 2000+. i can afford a new one but i i can’t afford to work more. because i’m just lazy ass. not even with 10.00 an hour. hahah

溫習溫瘋了

為了溫歷史，我又逃工了。溫的只不過是兩個鐘， 甘，就沒左60蚊。

我好曾應付試験。那種感覺就好像慢性自殺。

已經背了40個slides。今次有些cake手。因為好多人名都系3個字組成的。baroque 同rococo D 日子好相同。

重要背兩個日文名，（拿我命！！！）－> Katsushika Hokusai

和 Kitagawa Utamaro.

去了Matsuri festival today. i just wanna go for the food actually. the line up for takoyaki were super long. so we just had rice balls. met my Kimihiro, my japanese teacher. 

i ponder a lot these days. on my future, japanese studies and my design career. 

free spirit

i got so excited today when i saw my beloved boot on sale. I got it for half priced!!! Despite the tension for two exams, i really had to escape from my huge history book and look at something that i like. I also went to the the new store H&M. I enjoy circulating in the man section,which locates in the third floor. I got something for daniel. The main floor were packed with aged woman and the second floor’s fitting room is also filled with teenage girl. i must admit with a medium range of pricing strategy, this store has its advantage in the fashion market. As you know, i have a weird taste when it comes to clothes. I need a better wardrobe indeed. 

最近

since i have been introduced to that website, i am addicted to it every minute that i’m at home.

i started to watch sex and the city from season one again.

montreal has been very humid lately. it rained a lot and i had my own mood swing once a while.

i have been teaching chinese 急口令 to daniel, hoping that he gets it and say it to mi.

he get embarrassed easily. speaking of languages, i miss learning japanese.

i must gained a lot of weight. i abandoned gym and start to eat like a pig at home.

i want to try something new in my life. mom was mean to me today. i didn’t say a word.

i have one class, two exam left before i can be a real pig for two whole weeks. hahhahah

love ショピング

yes i was bad today. i skipped my history class to finish my essay. i know my punishment but i was too lazy to write it. I devote all my time watching all the season of nick tuck and the gossip girl, reading blog, playing tetris

I’m watching 潮爆東京 in youtube. got so many information from this show. Remember the 3 days i stay in tokyo i was so lost and scared. i bet the next time i return i will gain much more confident because my japanese has improved since then. 

today, daniel and i went to Tomodachi, a small Japanese restaurant next to Kanda, and tries their lunch menu. I had my regular soba and he had sushi. After watching 潮爆東京, i so wanna try the ウニ丼 and お好み焼き.

tomorrow, i must go to gym and burn some fat. hahahah

but i still have to write another stupid essay for my english class　大変だ！

２５歳の誕生日

i was pretty depressed on my birthday. i didn’t want to celebrate with anyone. a lot of friend did call mi and ask mi out, i refused. i just wanna go out with daniel. saturday was grey. and so is my mood. i thought he had planned something to surprise mi, but it ended up like i go home early. 

i have to admit i’m hard to get satisfied. but nothing would hurt doing something that i won’t know in advance. surprisingly, i got a lot of cakes. such as irony. 3 cakes. i don’t know how i’m gonna finish it. but i just hate the feeling of being so pitiful. like i sense it for myself. 

sunday, daniel and i kinda catch up for my bday dinner. we went Avenue after my 3 hours work. the meal was good. i was a little drunk having the sangria on an empty stomach. 

i hate procrastinating but i keep doing it. 2 pages of essay is due for tomorrow and i haven’t started. i rely on my friend too much. because i always get good mark after their editing.

____

i wanna say something to my 26 years old self. 

that one day, if i’m reading this, i’ll be happier and my parents will understand and forgive. 

that one day, i’ll be already graduating, sitting my ass somewhere out of Canada. 

and i’m not longer procrastinating for stupid essays

but probably struggling for JLPT level 2.

不中不英

呢！發覺自己越來越“ 不中不英”。今晚order果starfruit 竟望了中文點講。－》楊桃是也麻！《－

黃生跟我說的是英文。有時都會彈幾句搞笑的中文。錯了，應該系台山話是也。

我其實好希望我會精通一種語言。但腦袋總mix and match。

好希望今年過三級。

其實會五種語言都又佢既好處既！