listening to lalala love song writing lalala France

i think it’s because i have more time thinking now, i focus on thinking about my futur. Back home, i was too preoccupied thinking on what i don`t have and blame here and there, I annoyed myself too. Jenny, my friend from cegep, even found me talk less compare to the time we knew each from Vanier.

I have this mélancolique feeling around me, i think thats the cause why i lost so many hair lately, c’est effrayante! Just that i think there is so many things going around in our life and most of events or happening go beyond my control. This period of adaptation and searching drive me crazy.

Being here, in France, i have more space to think what i want to pursue and what i cheerish the most.

Days in Paris

didn’t want to take the breakfast this morning so I went to a Café near b y.

This breakfast cost me 10.30 euro. Got Ripped off. Omelette was burned. Didn’t finish the salad because I am not a fans of salad. Service was poor, good thing that we don’t tip in France because it’s included. The Carafe d’eau and bread is included. By the way le café crème is equivalent of a latte which is the basic drink in restaurant because there is no filter coffee.

_ I should start appreciate my surrounding instead of complaining it. Like the metro system.

_by the way, the ticket from Paris to Aurillac was 71.20 euro. Yes, it’s $$$$

_ Cars in France are very cute. Like the Japanese.

_ I should sleep because It’s getting late.

_ Both my apartment and workplace ae located in downtown Aurillac. There is a cinema face to it.

_ I still haven’t figure out how to turn on the heat

My first purchase in Paris: Lipton ice tea 1 euro

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My train snack: 2 euro, become my dinner snack because I want to keep my cup noodle for later!

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3months living alone

Bon ben ça y est, je suis arrivée au Aurillac ce soir, intact, bien vivante! Je suis partie de la Gare Austerliz de Paris à deux heures et ensuite faire mon changement de train à Brive la Gaillard. À mon arrivée, Jacques Partenaude, mon boss, m’as pick up au Gare et m’amener dans mon apartement. J’ai toujours pensé que je partagerai une apartement avec mon co-worker. J’étais surprise que je habiterai toute seule pour trios mois, ce qui veut dire c’est maz première experience de vivre en aparte seule! Je suis excitée et peur en même temps.  Je peux vivre finalment sans le tyrannie de mes parents, mais j’ai peur de la solitude.

De bonne côté, c’est seulement trios mois, il va passer vite puis je suis sure ça sera une experience inoubliable.

Voici les obstacles que je envisionne à franchir pendant ce trios mois:

-Utilisation de Français en tout temps,
- Faire la bouffe

J’ai pas d’internet ni téléphone en ce moment, mais j’ai un télé pis une cuisine parfaitement équipée.
Des découverts en France

-         Ils utilisent du gaz pour cuisiner.

-         Chauffage élétrique.

I think I’m gonna lose weight…because I really don’t know how to cook. It’s a good opportunity.

 

Leaving you.

I am not very excited leaving Daniel but I am thrilled getting my ass off of Montreal. I got my boarding pass very early at 2 and board @ 630. The damn boarding gate number was changed so I thought I missed my fly. Anyhow, I find the gate and waited to take off.

constantly thinking the NEXT steps

i`m thinking while i sleeping;
i`m thinking while i`m working;
i`m thinking what should i do next after my stage.

people say enjoy and embrace the present.
yes, i am doing it everyday.
though, thinking what to do next preoccupies the present too.

i`m not worry, or  fear.
i `m just planning.
Returning to montreal means i have to face my parents again. Drama!
Going back to asia, undetermined spot yet. means challenge; it`s something i always wanted to do after graduation.

arrive in one piece in Paris

BONJOURRRRRRR!
The first day was a bit overwhelming; the metro system here  is really really really really all over the map . 14 lines. I got help finding ways from a gentleman sitting next to me in the airplane. We took the train from the CDG airport to the city. The metro is a real maze, I got lost several times, I had to drag my luggage from stair  to stair, (back pain:(  there is no elevator whatsoever. Only inthe main lines. People are very friendly, i have no problem communicating in French. Went to Musee Louvre on the first day and walk around, get to know the places.

Met my cegep friend Jenny on day two, she has worked in Paris for a year, so she knows the touristic places inside out.  She show me lots of places. Went to Opera, tour Eiffel, Champ Elysee, Galerie Lafayette…I write another blog about the funny things happen that day.

Today, I’m leaving to Aurillac at 2. I’ll going to get myself a nice breakfast in a mall near by. they open at 10 and close at 7 in weekend.

Still think i’m dreaming can’t believe i’m in Paris now!!!

days before leaving

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pretty fulfilling after all.
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- made cream puff
- bake cheese cake
- went to urbain to try on the cardigan i wanted last time but then changed mind cuz of the itchy material, choose another one instead
- ride a bixi at night from China town to Guy concordia

新product

My Mac studio fix powder is  finished. So i went to try a liquid one. I gotta admit that coverage it is better than the powder but smells like ammonia

Since last time the hairdresser complained my messy hair, i try my best to moistures my hair. I’ve tried the avocado mask for 3 tries and mom overheard me, she bought me this hair serum, i like to packaging and it smells good.